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There’s hope for all the Confused Kids

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The kids don’t wanna come home – Declan McKenna

Sad Forever – Lauv

People – Leoniden

Heat of the Summer – Young the Giant

moonchild – RM

all the kids are depressed – Jeremy Zucker

낙원 (Paradise) – BTS

The Last Garrison – Enter Shikari

Okay, I know I’m not a kid anymore.. I’m way past my teen years and as a mid 20-year-old most people would see me as a proper adult. You’d think that at 25 you’ve figured out all the stuff and you have started a career in something. And by 30 you know who you are and what you want. The illusion of a stabel job and the conservative pressure of setteling down with a partner and starting a family. Well, this is all very clichee and I know that many poeple my age have different views on life, different to what our grand-parents and parents might expect from us.

To give some of you comfort, or maybe just to comfort myself through my word, I haven’t figured out sh*t. I am still trying to find out who I am and working on becoming the person I want to be eventually. I still don’t have a proper career, but I’ve tried a lot of different things and this leads somewhere as well. Even if it is that you can say “I’ve tried that, but it didn’t work, so I’ve moved on.”

The older I get, the more I realize that parents, teachers, coaches, whoever adult you looked up to when you were young, they all are just people. They also figure out stuff as they go and they learn along the way. They don’t know everything, but when you are young, you don’t question that.

Times might have changed. In a digital age, where we seem to live in a globally connected world, the possibilities seem endless. It’s great and it’s scary! It gives us many opportunities, but it also puts a lot of pressure on us. We constantly compare ourselves not only to the other kids in class, but to people from the other side of the world, who we see on social media.

You all should know, it’s okay to do your own thing in your own time! We’re all individuals and each of us has their own perspective, their own dreams and goals. And as vast as our dreams and goals are, are the ways in which we can work towards them. So just take your time, figure it out for yourself! You will get there eventually!!

♡ Love, Epi

 

 

 

 

 

 

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18 Favourite Songs from 2018

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  1. BTS – Fake Love (Rocking Vibe Remix)
  2. Sunmi – Siren
  3. BTS – Euphoria
  4. BTS – I’m Fine
  5. Panic! At The Disco – High Hopes
  6. Queen – Bohemian Rhaposdy
  7. BTS – Airplane Pt.2
  8. Young The Giant – Art Exhibit
  9. Conan Gray – Generation Why
  10. Leoniden – People
  11. BTS – Magic Shop
  12. Radwimps – Sparkle
  13. Troye Sivan – Fools
  14. RM – moonchild
  15. Aurora – Queendom
  16. HEAVN – Fortitude
  17. Wardruna – Helvegen
  18. Black Sabbath – Solitude

I’d love to know if you like any of these songs? And what were your favourite songs from 2018? Even though there is a lot of k-pop, specifically BTS, on my list, I’d say that I have a very diverse music taste. I’m always curious to find a new artist, sound or mv that I haven’t heard of before! So please leave some recommendations!

Love, Epi

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Picture Diary: June Recap

Here is a recap of my June. Looking back at it, a lot happened during the last month. So I will be sharing a few pictures and write a little about my month. Click on the images for the full picture. Also listen to my fav songs in the playlist below while reading!

 

At the beginning of the month my sister and I had lots of time to go for walks and explore the city on the weekends. We went to a flea market and got some really cool stickers. You can find the artist on instagram @slingaillustration. We also had some veggie burgers and wedges. These were the best potato wedges I’ve had in a long time. I think we should go there again soon!

 

Over the long holiday weekend, we went home to visit the family. Even though our train ride was along some beautiful fields, we were so happy when we finally arrived. After missing one of our trains and taking a detour, we were so tired when we finally came home late at night. The next day we went to a family gathering at a lake. The weather was so warm that day! We had food and lots of nice talks.

 

The rest of that weekend I spent going on walks with my mum and the doggy, and cuddled the cat. I might make another post about this, because I took quite a few pictures. We also went to see our aunt’s chicken. They were so cute and really curious. They came up to us and we could cuddle them. But they soon got bored of us, because we didn’t have any food for them!

The weekend went by super quick and we were back in the city in a blink. After that there was work and lots of things to do. So we didn’t do that much the rest of the month.

 

However we went to a summer concert from the choir our friends are part of. The concert had a nordic theme. The choir had such amazing harmonies and they had professional musicians playing the instuments. They also created sounds with galsses filled with water. It was very impressiv. That night it was storming outside, which created such a great mood and fitted the atmosphere of the concert super well! I hope we will be able to go to more concert and explore more when we have more time during summer.

On another note, I’ve been trying to figure out what I’ll be doing the rest of the year. It is quite nerve wrecking to deal with these things all the time, but I try not to lose my hope that I will find the right way for me. Maybe it’s the time now for me to finally do what I’ve been wanting to do all along. That’s what I’m working on right now.

I’m excited what the second half of the year will bring for me. I hope there will be many good moments that are worth sharing!

Thanks for reading. What have you been up to the past month? Let me know in the comments!

Love, Epi

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May Favourites

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The weeks are passing by so quickly.. where did almost half the year go?! That the weeks are passing quickly has probably to do with the fact that I’m actually busy doing stuff and not sitting at home all day. On one hand this is really good, because it means I am productive and not just procrastinating.. On the other hand, it also means the time is passing by ~ and I haven’t really done many of the things on my to-do list for this year. It’s not like I need to check off everything on this list, but there is just so much I want to do, though never seem to get to.

At least I’m managing to make a favourites post this time! And there’s a playlist with all my favourite songs from May. So please enjoy listening to the songs while reading. And let me know what songs you’ve been into recently!

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As always, a tea favourite first. This time it’s loose tea from a supermarket. I never noticed you could fill up the tea of your choice at the supermarket, but at the Kaufland in my area there is a tea bar. There are many interesting flavours and I hope I can try more soon. So far I’ve tried the Green Tea Cappucino Caramell which is so nice!

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I’ve wanted a Fjäll Räven Kanken for such a long time and I finally got one! It’s the Re-Kanken in Ox Red and I love it so much! I really like the dark red colour and the fact that it’s made from recycling material makes it even better. Even though the backpack does not look that big, it can fit a lot. It easily fits an A4 size notepad and a 1 liter bottle. It has a little pocket in the front with a zipper for easy access and a little pocket on each side. It also has an integrated pocket in the back of the main pocket, where you could store a laptop. I’ve been using my Fjäll Räven nonstop and I feel like I will use it for a long time!

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I got this shirt from RedBubble at the beginning of the year. Since it has been really warm the past weeks, I could wear it a lot. For all those fangirls & boys out there, you know what this shirt is about (~^_^~) What I really like about the shirt is the simple design and the fact that not everyone immediately know what it’s about. I also really like the mix of English/Korean on the shirt, I think it looks nice. For everyone who hasn’t got any clue what this shirt is about.. just look at my next favourite!

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A music favourite that I couldn’t include in my playlist and also deserves a mention here is BTS’ 血、汗、淚 (Blood, Sweat & Tears) Japanese Version. I love both the korean and japanese version of the song. I’ve watched the mv for the korean version 피 땀 눈물 so many times, because it is just beautiful and aesthetic and artsy af. When the japanese version came out, I watched that one many times as well. Both mv’s have amazing cinematography. The korean version has a more classy vibe, while the japanese version is more grungy. I’m still not really sure about the entire story and meaning behind the WINGS concept, but I guess we’ll never really find out. Let’s say the story and theories are up for interpretation and the fandom is doing a really good job. Plus I find the concept really inspiring.

Apparently this mv is the last one for th WINGS era and the storyline has ended now. I am really excited to see what BTS comes up with next!

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Can I call this one a beauty favourite? I am not sure and I don’t think this category will be featured too often, since I don’t try too many beauty related products. However I’ve been loving the Face and Body Cleanser from Lush. The one I have is calles Let the Good Times Roll and it smells like sweet popcorn. It even has popcorn in it. It seems a little pricy, but you get a lot of use out of the product. I’ve been using mine for over two months and the small sized container is still about 70% full. I use it mainly to clean my face. It rubs off all the dead skin and oil, but is very gentle. My skin feels fresh and soft after using it.

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As I told you before, it’s been super warm here the past few weeks. And I am so glad that our flat has a balcony! The balcony is facing North-East towards the backyard. It seems a bit unfortunate at first, because there is only the morning sun to enjoy there. But these days when it was really hot we could sit on the balcony in the shade. It was like the balcony was our living room, we drank coffee, listened to music and read our books in the afternoon. I am not a summer person, because the heat makes me exhausted, but being able to spent the time on our balcony made it bearable.

So far for my May favourites. I still can’t believe it’s month 6 out of 12 already. I hope we can all spend the second half of the year well. And maybe have some summer adventures soon?!

Thank you for reading so far. Let me know what your favourites in the month of May were! Read you soon!

Love, Epi

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Picture Diary: May Days

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Another month is almost over, I started working again, the gras has turned green, the bloom is over, the hot days have arrived. Not slow and steady as I would have liked it, but from one week to another, Summer was here. One week I had to wear my winter coat, because the wind was freezing, and after the weekend even a shirt was too warm.

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Luckliy my place has a balcony. So when it’s too warm, I can sit on the little balcony in the shade. So I’ve been spending many of the past days there, reading Murakami and drinking cold coffee.

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I am trying to be more active on my blog. So I want to post more pictures and life updates. I also want to share more of the things I do and create, especially my art and journals. So look forward to more artsy posts in the future!

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Again, I haven’t managed to make a favourites post for April. My new work has kept me busy and I was uninspired. However there is a playlist for April and you can go listen to it, if you like! If you do, let me know what you think about it.

Leave a comment and tell me how your May has been so far? Is Summer there yet where you live?

Have a great week!

Love, Epi

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January Favourites & Playlist

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The first month of 2017 is already over.. the year has just begone and it’s already chapter 2 of 12. That’s crazy! Time just flies by in my opinion!

But since it’s a new month, I wanted to share some of my favourites from January, including a playlist with all the songs I listened to over and over again. You can listen to the playlist from my soundcloud while reading the rest of the post, if you like!

My most favourite thing about January was definitely the beautiful Winter we had! All the snow, covering thejan-favs4 hills and trees in white, making the forest look like a Winter Wonderland. Even though it was really cold, I enjoyed walking trough the crispy air with the sunshine on my face. Afterwards I could make a tea and sit in front of the fireplace to get warm again. The dog loved the snow as well. She ran around like crazy and played with it, until she was fully covered. Playing in the snow, sliding down the hill, going ice skating with a whole bunch of people was so much fun! Since we didn’t have much snow the past few year, I really came to appreciate and enjoy the Winter weather!

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Snailmail is something I’ve discovered recently. Of course, writing letters and making friends around the world isn’t a new concept to me. I’ve always loved writing letters and I’ve been sending cards to my friends. But there is a whole online community of pen pals and snailmailer, that I wasn’t aware of. Now that I know of this community and have gotten in contact with a few peeps, I am really excited to write more lovely letters in the future. Some are already on their way to another country!

Ojan-favs1ne thing to know about me is that I love tea. My tea collection constantly grows. I have some all-time-favs, but there are two flavours I’ve really liked a lot recently. One is the TEEKANNE Japanisches Kirschblütenfest (japanese cherryblossomfest), which has a really light cherry flavour. It’s naturally a little sweet, so it almost tastes like a treat! The other one I’ve been drinking especially in the morning, is Meßmer Energie, Ingwer Holunderblüte (Energy, ginger elderflower). As the name says, the tea is really energizing. With the combination of ginger and elderflower, it isn’t too spicy, which I find many ginger teas to be. I will put links for the tea at the end of the post, in case anyone in interested.

All the profile pictures that show my face feature one of jan-favs5the 
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filters. I really like playing with the features of this app and trying out all the cute filters when I’m bored. I don’t really use the app itself to communicate, but since you can save the pictures, it doesn’t matter to me. I think it’s a cute alternative to snapchat anyways..

Ranting Monkey is a web series about kpop idol and f(x) member Amber Liu. In a vlog-type format we get to follow her around the world, seeing what her daily life and her work is like, where she goes and what she does. But not only that. Since it’s called RANTING monkey, Ajan-favs3mber talks alot. Many of the topics she covers are dear to her heart, and meant to inspire and influence people around the world in a positive way. However this doesn’t mean the videos are serious. Expect lots of funny moments, hanging out with her friends, doing silly stuff… Maybe I’m just biased (because I really am), but in my opinion she is such an inspirational person and watching these videos is like hanging out with her! The last episode was released last month, and it makes me really sad that there will be no more videos (as of now). But I can still go and re-watch them anytime!

The last thing on my favourites list is another app. It is called Memrise and it’s a good help to study. I use it to improve my language skills. I’m refreshing jan-favs6my Japanese and I started learning Korean. The app is built like a game. You are an astronaut on a mission. Trough studying you gain points. When you have earned enough points, you level up. As the levels get higher, you learn more words and phrases (and signs in Japanese and Korean). There are several rounds to repeat the words. What I find really useful is the combination of seeing the words in multiple choice, writing the words yourself and being told the words. This way, you repeat them often in different ways. For me it makes it easier to remember than just studying by hard. Also, the app doesn’t only feature many languages, but has lots of different categories like science, literature, music, etc. as well!

If you have made it through my list, please tell me your favourite things of the month of January! I’d love to know!

Love, Epi


TEEKANNE Japanischer Kirschblütentee https://www.teekanne-shop.de/de/gruener-weisser-tee/weisser-teegenuss/japanisches-kirschblueten-fest
Meßmer Energie, Ingwer Holunderblüte https://www.amazon.de/Me%C3%9Fmer-Energie-Ingwer-Holunderbl%C3%BCte-Pack-Packung/dp/B007BA5LD8
Ranting Monkey https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLWoGc25qzA3vTE8zx0OYLPs687l8BQsXw
Memrise Homepage https://www.memrise.com/
Memrise AppStore https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.memrise.android.memrisecompanion&hl=de